Dear Dennis,

Hello there precious man!

So you would think that because I have *counts on fingers* nine brothers, I would be drawn to advocating for little girls.  Turns out that isn't the case.  I haven't ever truly 'Fallen head over heels' in love with a little girl.  There are many that I find to be truly captivating  and there are many that if I were old enough I would adopt, but not that I have fallen in love with...advocacy wise.  It seems that every time I pray and say "God give me my next mission."  he always puts a little boy on my heart. Maybe it's because He knows that I have a great knowledge of what little boys should be doing.  Playing outside, pretending to be explorers, or super hero's.  Getting dirty in the mud, and playing with bugs.  Climbing tall trees, as you pretend to be a monkey.  Making the noises for your little toy cars, and trucks as you drive them around the house, pondering what it would be like to have a real car. Whatever the reason He always brings me little boys.   As I write this I can't help but be sad. God gave me Kyle the last time I prayed that prayer.  With Kyle's current situation it has been difficult, but I have finally  mustered up enough strength to love another boy as much as my Kyle.  I still do love Kyle with everything in me, and will until I die.  But for now God has given me you Dennis!  You are the new mission that I asked for!

I apologize for the bad photo quality.  I pulled this snap shot from a video.

...now that I have you my sunshine boy my heart doesn't feel as empty.  There is still that spot where Kyle sits, waiting for R*ssia to open it's doors.  But you my sweet pea, you are the one God sent for me to love from a far.  Hopefully one day I can cuddle you in my arms, and tell you how big my love for you is.  :)

I must head to bed my sunshine boy, but I will write to you again soon!

I love you boo.